STARVING ARTIST DO WHAT YOU LOVE

DO WHAT YOU LOVE AND MAKE A LIVING AT IT
ps i know the punctuation is fucked on this one, but this one is a sad sack piece.

      So they say do what you love, and you will never work a day in your life. They say find your passion, and then make a living doing it. That is the biggest load of horseshit I have ever ran across. I love to write, I love to make youtube vids on my channels, Leeland Bullock, and Huxlee29.

     Though, one little thing, I CANNOT MAKE A FUCKING LIVING AT IT. No I have to do a job, the daily grind like everyone else, and dream. That is all I really fucking have. I have tried to use my artistic side to do for my family and all these months in. Nothing to show for it.

     I can not even get a bank to give me a small loan to start my online business for video games, All because, one credit card, Ok I got late and then behind, then further behind, but one day a few years ago, I paid it all in full. It was charged off, but paid in full no settling because, in end a settle is just to make them leave you alone.

     So I, as many other are, am stuck inside my own head. Knowing that I will teeth pull, struggle, trod, and trudge. Through the pit of shit, to scrape what I can to do less than what is required. I will suffer eternally, just so I can endure one more week, of paycheck to paycheck.

     I feel a jealousy for others who are gifted wealth overnight. That all financial issues in a snap go away. That now their family, children, spouse. Will no longer have to struggle. That they can spend all manner of time with their family. Go on vacations, get the kids what they need, and want when required without wondering if there is enough cash in the bank to even get gas to go to work.

     I have some 30 videos on youtube, monetized to try and make some revenue from my time put into them. I have an A-store from amazon to try and make sales, but never have made a single one. I have this blog with ads just in case someone sees something they like. Trying to use what i know best to try and provide some extra income into my house without sacrificing time with my family to do so. 

So sorry but I have to say that following your passion or your dream, and make it work for you only works, if your passion or dream is. Being a scientist, engineer, investment banker, stock broker, doctor, lawyer, or any profession that can make big dollar bills.

But if you want to be a painter, poet, writer, craft maker, musician, your chances are slim. Slimmer still if your a dime a dozen. Even worse, when your talent gets seen some 10 years later scribbled on a bathroom stall because that was the day you gave up and let your heart die. 

In end, just grow up, do the grind, struggle paycheck to paycheck, then die, or  Go to college, find that dream in a million dollar job and do what you love because what you love actually pays.

This is Huxlee29, saying GO FUCK YOURSELF!

Ultimate Warrior

Ultimate Warrior

     Well we all know that one if the iconic wrestlers of my time has since past. My two step sons were at the arena in Birmingham Alabama, for Monday night Raw and the tribute and memorial of the Ultimate Warrior.

     It seems to be a sad thing, when you see the hero's and icons you grew up with pass away. Though this great man will never be forgotten. He will be remembered by the millions of children who are now adults who watched him growing up. 

     

     With Monday's event, he will also now be remembered by the millions who did not have the opportunity to see a great man, the Ultimate Warrior, wrestle his way into our hearts as kids. We all remember dressing up as him, and Hulk Hogan. Its a memory that I personally will never forget.

THANKS FOR ALL THE GOOD TIMES. REST IN PEACE ULTIMATE WARRIOR.

Mimi Faust sex tape, Paul Walker, Justin Beiber

Mimi Faust

     Well yet another person with, yet another sex tape. But instead of them being ashamed of the fact

this is coming to light. They are delighted about it. 

     That leaves me to think, are you such an attention whore, that you would show this to the world to get a second glance as you walk down the street. Are you so greedy that any gains made from the whoring of your body and private sex life is fine with you.

     This world lacking so hard in any remaining moral Fiber, dignity, no wonder the Jesus freaks scream god has abandoned us. Fuck I would abandon this fucking shit hole too. I am not even that religious.

Talking about the lack of any morality left in people. Has anyone else heard the new of disgusting fucks selling off the parts of Paul Walkers wreck. You could care less about the man and his sad family. But fuck let me loot the wreck while he is FUCKING DEAD INSIDE THE CAR, so I can make a quick buck of some sick fuck fan. 

WHAT IN THE HOLY FUCKING HELL ARE WE COMING TO?!

Now to that pretentious little shit, Justin Beiber, just to correctly spell his name makes me want to cut my own fucking hands off. Just the thought of this cunt fuck makes me sick, makes my mouth quiver saying the name. My fingers fumble and vomit typos all over. Like I am talking about something that is better left in the quiet.

This fuck needs to be in prison, but like all rich fucking stars, they walk with a slap on the wrist. They get away with crimes that me or you would pay the piper, and then some for. JUSTICE IS NOT BLIND. IT JUST TURNS A BLIND EYE WHERE MILLION DOLLAR DIP SHITS ARE CONCERNED!

to wrap this fucking grotesque written anger rant up. Visit YouTube to see my. top ten famous people who should have went to prison. 

It should be up in a few day. Where you can see the anger in my face for real. 

thanks for reading this.