STARVING ARTIST DO WHAT YOU LOVE

DO WHAT YOU LOVE AND MAKE A LIVING AT IT
ps i know the punctuation is fucked on this one, but this one is a sad sack piece.

      So they say do what you love, and you will never work a day in your life. They say find your passion, and then make a living doing it. That is the biggest load of horseshit I have ever ran across. I love to write, I love to make youtube vids on my channels, Leeland Bullock, and Huxlee29.

     Though, one little thing, I CANNOT MAKE A FUCKING LIVING AT IT. No I have to do a job, the daily grind like everyone else, and dream. That is all I really fucking have. I have tried to use my artistic side to do for my family and all these months in. Nothing to show for it.

     I can not even get a bank to give me a small loan to start my online business for video games, All because, one credit card, Ok I got late and then behind, then further behind, but one day a few years ago, I paid it all in full. It was charged off, but paid in full no settling because, in end a settle is just to make them leave you alone.

     So I, as many other are, am stuck inside my own head. Knowing that I will teeth pull, struggle, trod, and trudge. Through the pit of shit, to scrape what I can to do less than what is required. I will suffer eternally, just so I can endure one more week, of paycheck to paycheck.

     I feel a jealousy for others who are gifted wealth overnight. That all financial issues in a snap go away. That now their family, children, spouse. Will no longer have to struggle. That they can spend all manner of time with their family. Go on vacations, get the kids what they need, and want when required without wondering if there is enough cash in the bank to even get gas to go to work.

     I have some 30 videos on youtube, monetized to try and make some revenue from my time put into them. I have an A-store from amazon to try and make sales, but never have made a single one. I have this blog with ads just in case someone sees something they like. Trying to use what i know best to try and provide some extra income into my house without sacrificing time with my family to do so. 

So sorry but I have to say that following your passion or your dream, and make it work for you only works, if your passion or dream is. Being a scientist, engineer, investment banker, stock broker, doctor, lawyer, or any profession that can make big dollar bills.

But if you want to be a painter, poet, writer, craft maker, musician, your chances are slim. Slimmer still if your a dime a dozen. Even worse, when your talent gets seen some 10 years later scribbled on a bathroom stall because that was the day you gave up and let your heart die. 

In end, just grow up, do the grind, struggle paycheck to paycheck, then die, or  Go to college, find that dream in a million dollar job and do what you love because what you love actually pays.

This is Huxlee29, saying GO FUCK YOURSELF!

GAY MARRIAGE FOR OR AGAISNT

GAY MARRIAGE

     Well this can be a touchy subject. I know it is almost a daily thing in the headline news. I want to know peoples thoughts on this though. Asking only that you remain somewhat respectful. Refrain from derogatory terms.

My thoughts on this are that they deserve the same rights heterosexuals have. Why because as individuals they are Americans with the same liberties as everyone else. Who are we to tell them what is correct and what is right and wrong. Who are we to impose our views on someone else.

     I don't tell you want religion to follow, what music to listen to, what cloths to wear, what time to wake up, what car to drive, what house to own. SO WHO THE FUCK ARE WE TO SAY WHO THEY CAN LOVE AND BE MARRIED TO.

    Actually their right to love whomever and marry whom ever is covered under the first amendment. WITH LIFE, LIBERTY, AND THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS. PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS whatever that may be for them, and any other american person in this country.

   The only person who tells me what to do and how to live is my wife. They deserve that too HA! Hell at least when homosexual men get married the blow jobs will not stop.

And with lesbians, at least the wont grunt when they are having to give each other back rubs before action time. 

I would think being gay or lesbian is almost better relationship wise than hetero couples. Because, guys like the same thing. Where guys rarely like the same things as their wife. Same goes for Lesbians.

Their is no bitching about the toilet seat being up or down. 

They won't have to pick up the subtle hints, or moans, or sighs.

The only draw back is bearing of offspring. They would have to adopt. Their are only so many chinese babies out there, if Angelina Jolie hasn't adopted them already.

Plus if everyone went gay the human race would eventually die out. Other than that there arent that many drawback and few pluses. 

Though, seriously they have just as much right as anyone to marry and be happy with who they want.